one of the things I find myself hating the most about my particular combination of Crazies is that I never really know who I am going to be at any given moment.
Brian says that sleep “resets” him. when he wakes the next day, his mood and minddset are typically returned to a realitively consistant state of normalacy. and this reset happens most every time.
meanwhile, I don’t know who I am going to be sometimes from mere hour-to-hour — much less a whole fucking day later.
it makes planning hard and predictibility and consistency impossible. I may schedulebto hang out with friends three days from now, only to wake and be absolutely horrified of the world and social interactions.
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