it’s too late — or is it too early?– for me to be up like this. I’m too tired too properly function and accomplish anything, but I’m too awake and anxious to fall back asleep. and no matter my energy level, I’m too depressed to be able to focus on anything other than my inadaquecies and self-hatred.
maybe I’ll go soak and read a kid’s book or watch a light movie. whatever I do, lying in bed awake for several more hours is condusive to neither rest nor productivity.
James the Greatest 
If you’re awake late at night and find yourself wanting to talk to someone, I’m probably awake, too. I’ve been going to sleep around 5am and after lately.
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egh. that makes me tired just reading it, lol. but that you; I may take you up on that next time….
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I’m having one of those nights as well, though I don’t really do the bed thing anymore. I have a phone call in six and a half hours. Until then, who knows what might happen.
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I used to doze in the tub after long days at work. stopped when I moved onto that and horse farm have a tub. I almost always feel better after a soak or a a shower.
what’s your call regarding? work?
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I simply don’t fit in most tubs anymore. A shower is possible, but I feel rather meh about it. The call is a screening interview for SNAP and Medicaid. Nine months without income finally convinced me it was time.
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I hope it works out.
SNAP helped us a lot. we were going to get back on it right around the time this law firm first reached back out to me.
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also, tubs should be bigger.
just as a general Rule.
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