it’s hard right now. I have control issues; we all know this. but the current situation is wildly out control — and in general, not just out of my control.
I relied on an otherwise competent person to talk to people to whom he’s related (yeah, the anonymity’s lost now, lol) to get information on a potential solution to a rather large problem we have. he did not collect sufficient info from his father, and he apparently did not collect any info from his uncle.
and now we are stuck living (albeit temporarily) either in a situation we do not want or w people we’d rather not. we’re now chosing between a very small space w no internet and no Zero vs living w my parents.
had he collected sufficient information ahead of time, we’d be more empowered in this delimma. as it stand, however, he’s just put us into a tight corner.
I have been so angry w him over the last month or so. it just seems like one thing after another, one ball dropped and then another.
I’m trying to be as strong for and patient w him as he is for and w me. but he’s not making it easy.