* meta *… disclaimer Tue 09/02/2014Wed 03/23/2022 this is not an inspirational blog, nor is really topic-specific. more than anything, this is haphazardly gathered collection of my plethora of misadventures, massive fuckups, and the occasional successes that…
depression… hello, Madness Mon 12/16/2024Mon 12/16/2024 it's interesting watching your Self as you fall deeper into your own Madness. when you've been through this countless times over the years — nay, over the decades— it becomes so Familiar…
fuck ups… I’m Just Gonna “Should” All Over My Floor Wed 05/24/2023 because I was raised that "good enough" is never actually sufficient it’s kinda wild to me. I have never really need writing or blog prompts before. I could at least pull…
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* health *… Perfection, and the Lack Thereof Wed 02/08/2023 Journal Prompt from a Great Friend:"No one else is dwelling on your mistakes. Move the fuck on."(though I stray heavily from it by the end, lol) hyperfixating on my fuck-ups,…
* ppl *… An Insubstantial Inkwell Wed 01/04/2023 I'm trying to reach out to friends more. I spoke to two or so about how I don't open up, I don't reach out, I don't connect, etc. they had…
hopelessness… A Knit of Identity Sat 12/17/2022Wed 12/14/2022 composed: 11/05/2022 prompt: "I and this mystery, here we stand." ~ Walt Whitman Hope. I hate it, yet we need. how could people exist without believing in the possibility that…
addictions… Infectious Wed 12/14/2022 composed: 11/19/2022 prompt: "infectious" the Lies and Truthsare mixed in my perception of It.It bleeds into my skin,pumps through my veins.this Disorder,this Obsession. It clouds my Mind,forcing out all other…